Memories....

"Try to throw the picture out of my mind
try to leave the memories behind
Here by the ocean
wave's carry voices from you
Do you know the truth
I am thinking of you too" ~ MLTR (Someday)


It takes such a long time to explain oneself that maybe things are suppose to be the way they are. No matter what you do, it wont change.
You can run, hide, but you cannot escape the memories from the past.
As explained in the lines of the above paragraph by MLTR.
One tries their best to get back to their life, to the world they had left behind, by shutting their memories in the deep part of their heart. 
Not telling anyone about it, about the pain it might have caused.


But on every occassion the pain re-surfaces, leaving a parched soul to speak to someone close to you heart, the same someone who you are trying to forget.


And when that happens, you end up blaming yourself for being weak, for being a target of all those memories you were trying to suppress in the deep part of the heart.
And this vicious cycle continue for a long time. 
For some, its days. For some its weeks, for some its months, and for few it is years.


Everybody likes to hear their share of three word's.. for some its, "I LOVE YOU" and for many its "LET IT GO"
Not everyone is brave, but they still try.
As the phrase coined by Herbert Spencer, "survival of the fittest", only those who take things in their stride emerges as a winner.


And winning is easy as long as you dont give up.