"I live among the creatures of the night,
I haven't got the will to try and fight,
Against a new tomorrow,
So I guess I'll just believe it,
That tomorrow never comes" -- Sung by 'Laura Branigan '
I used to relate myself to these lyrics alot sometimes back.... I had no will to try and fight the daylight, the truth or say, the will to try and fight my fears. I just took a day at a time, or say a second at a time. Thought, tomorrow would never come, and whatever it is, is just gonna end..... Your fears sometimes make you so weak... you have nobody to look around, you find noone to calm you, everyone is giving you their opinion, but noone try to tell you its alright, all will be fine!!!!
When I was in school, one line from one famous Pink Flyod song would keep repeating on my mind, whenever my teacher would lecture us on something we already know about...
"We don't need no education......
Hey! Teacher! Leave us kids alone!"
Oh! I actually meant that line......
Most of my school teacher were so nosey! Ofcourse my favourite was the one who would give us values and ask us to move along the line and not keep holding to something you dont belong to!
Today I have learned that it is not easy to say sorry.
One song always play in my mind today, and I mean every song I sing to people... cause every song has a hidden message in it!
Today I have a good control over my anger, but i want full control where I dont get hurt by anyone's words or views.
Like said by Alan Parson in his song,
"Dont say words youre gonna regret,
Dont let the fire rush to your head"
I would just keep my calm cause it becomes so easy to conceptualize what people are trying to tell you, if it is a lie or not. Anger makes you put everyone in the same basket, it doesn't give you a chance to think about the problem and focus on the solution!
I miss my school life, my school friends and enemies.. YES! I miss my enemies as well... it was so much of innocent fun... blackmailing classmates with secrets that we find out about them. Oh! So much of fun!
I miss good things I had, and I cant recollect any bad things.
LIFE IS GOOD! LET IT BE THAT WAY O LORD!
AMEN!
