"Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for onceNot tormented daily, defeated by you
Just when I thought, I reached the bottom" - Evanescence
And that bottom/ground never comes!
Do you dream?
Have you dreamed of you falling in a deep valley?
Or may be just falling without touching you the ground?
Sleeping is sometimes pain for few.... Few people do get all these weird dreams.
They want to sleep but cannot, and they end up working late on some weird project (O ya, that happens too often!)
My friend had once told me, 'if you hide you feelings well, you end up flashing plastic smiles alot. And if you bottle up your feelings, you end up having bad dreams'.
Now does that mean that people who have bad dreams, they bottle up their feelings? Or does it mean that they flash plastic smiles?
Wearing a mask on your face, sometimes is good. But letting that mask be there forever isn't good for anyone.
God gave us one life, and if we don't enjoy it, then whats the use of this life?
Thats what I have been trying to tell my best friend... someone I haven't had a word with, for sometime now....
She has been in hiding for couple of weeks...months...trying to forget something she is not able to, keeping her contact to the minimal amount of people who calls her or walks in her house.
Lets hope that she forgets the past which is causing her pain. Lets hope that she forgives herself for whatever she thinks she is responsible for. Lets hope she moves on with the good memories.